March 8

Today seemed lost. It was cloudy in this wierd heavy way that mixed with all of the pollution. I was so vibrant yesterday, reconnecting with an old friend that in a small but deep and wonderful way has affected my life. Today I feel like I am sleep-walking. It is harder for me to focus and to think positively. I've decided to hold off on finishing "The Kite Runner" as I think I need something a little lighter at this time. I feel sad. I feel missing, if that makes sense.

I think this weekend it is supposed to be sunny and nice, I hope that deep in my heart my energy will become lighter and lead me further.